FOUND

i think i know what ive lost, that loving feeling?no stupid, my relationship with jesus..my bad, obviously!!!i know he wants me to connect but, i never seem to find the time, i dont pray and i dont read my bible out of church, NOT because i dont want to, some how it just never happens, this cant be the example i should be setting to work colleages, who know i believe in jesus, i cant be talking the talk and not walking the walk...i need to change! sorry i aint seen you all or blogged lately but i been working hard and late!!! and being excited but extremely apprehensive about my trip to belarus where the only people i know going are two and a half times my age!!!no disrespect, they have been AMAZINGLY HELPFULL, it would have been easy probably to have someone closer to my own age, to talk too!!! this just shows my priorities are wrong, but hopefully going away might give me time to try and re-build my relationship with god and be focused on him, this is easy in theory but will i actually do it, i have the perfecct oppurtunity, i feel easier now ive got things off my chest and out in the open...i think ive lost RWJ, i aint to sure where he is either, i just cant find myself
thanx for listenin

LOST!

when you have lost something, how long should you spend looking for it? an hour, a week, a month or the rest of your life?
Is it worth finding?, will you use it when you do find it?, should you stop looking and hope it will find you?
In a power cut, everything is left in darkness, its very easy to loose things in the dark...
maybe i never properly had it???
ive felt like this for a while